blue-heart-killer

Uhh... I have been sick these last few days so i wasn't able to get on DA. I still have a few photo requests i must do, I'll upload one soon.

Hi guys! It's been awhile since iv been on DA. I'm just having a hard time in my life but me back now! :D

Iv been feelin a lil down lately... Like iv gone in a dark cave and can't find my way out. Iv tried to smile and move on but nothing has any meaning anymore. I feel my life drifting away further and further and when all hope is lost i put all those feeling I have into box and lock them away. I'm an empty shell looking for a purpose in life yet I still dream that one day a light of hope will shine my way. I soon thought that the only way to get out was to die. I have no friends, no loving parents, nobody who cares so why shouldn't I kill my self no one will even care. I thought this over and over again for years. life did not matter anymor